The Cassie Bell Chronicles

It’s funny

how my life is now compared to how it used to be.

and how different I am than how I used to be.

I’m a lot more selfish now. Or at least I feel selfish.

My life has become completely centered around him, leaving me no time for anyone else.

Everyone still matters to me just as much as they used to, but I just don’t make time for other people anymore.

It kills me to reach this realization.

I have every intention of changing that, but I’m so fucking afraid that if I change that, I’ll lose any small chances that I have with him.

I couldn’t handle that.

But I also couldn’t handle losing the other people I hold close.

I’m going to start working things out.